Empty can be definite by hollow or nothing exist in a particular place or event (my definition). haha... It is kind of irony to my condition now. Although I am now in final year and final seme but my current state is empty. I don't have any passion to do something but just sit in front of my laptop and online reading novels and wishing my handphone to have that ringtone for a particular people rang so that I can chat with that person.
Many of my friends are worry of my status but I bluffed them with I just simply want to change the status only. But the problem is, I also don't know my current status is?? It is kind of stupid and childish as I should be busy with my final year project and everything. Is it indicate that is time for me and the person whom I mentioned to move on? Or I should kept on step on the same old place??
I always wonder is there any place for me to clear my mind?? Above the cloud? At beach? Listening to Linkin Park or Jay Chou or Eason Chan? I am totally lost. Emptiness had totally tore my heart and I was like drown into a pool of dark cold water with the depth indicated never end. I wish I could run away from everything. But in reality, it can't be done. People needs to face their own problems and challenges everyday. Today you avoid it but you still need to face it in the other day.
It is not the end of the world for me. I am in a nutshell still. The result is either cruel or bring happy ending to me.. Who knows? I don't know. haha..
Many of my friends are worry of my status but I bluffed them with I just simply want to change the status only. But the problem is, I also don't know my current status is?? It is kind of stupid and childish as I should be busy with my final year project and everything. Is it indicate that is time for me and the person whom I mentioned to move on? Or I should kept on step on the same old place??
I always wonder is there any place for me to clear my mind?? Above the cloud? At beach? Listening to Linkin Park or Jay Chou or Eason Chan? I am totally lost. Emptiness had totally tore my heart and I was like drown into a pool of dark cold water with the depth indicated never end. I wish I could run away from everything. But in reality, it can't be done. People needs to face their own problems and challenges everyday. Today you avoid it but you still need to face it in the other day.
It is not the end of the world for me. I am in a nutshell still. The result is either cruel or bring happy ending to me.. Who knows? I don't know. haha..
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