Someone important to me

You...

You are someone who is really important to me. You get into my life when I was enjoy chatting with you until wee hours. You had became my second girlfriend after I was dumped by my first ever girlfriend.

We had gone through many things. Distanced relationship, happiness, argue, quarrel, enjoyment. But now it seems that our relationship does have cracks.

You have doubted our relationship. For over 2 year plus, I admit that I had not done my boyfriend task well. If you want to think of the sad things rather than then happiness that we gone through, then I can't comment because is my fault to make your not to feel so happy.

If this is the time to put an end, I respect your decision. The girlfriend that I know seems gone with the wind. I was like facing a cold machine without feelings. I hated people who are fake. One can act cold in front of me and burst out of laughter to friends on the other end of the chat.

Am I a machine? I also feel lonely over here. I also want someone to chat with me and care for me. A simple SMS will do for me. I kept holding on the relationship because you are the one for me. If you say you are tired, then am I energetic?

I just want to let you know that I still in love with you. But I can't do anything to alter your decision. I just wish you happy even the decision does breaks my heart.